Coretan

If you find yourself in Love with someone, who does not Love you,
be gentle with yourself.
There is nothing wrong with you..
Love just didn’t choose to rest in the other person’s heart.

If you find someone else in Love with you and you don’t Love him/her,
feel honoured that Love came and called at your door,
but gently refuse the gift you cannot return.
Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

How you deal with Love is how you deal with you,
and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys,
even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in Love with another, and she/he falls in Love with you,
and then Love chooses to leave,
do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame.. let it go..
There is a reason and there is a meaning, you will know in time.

Remember that you don’t choose Love. Love chooses you…
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery,
when it comes into your life.
Feel the way it fills you to overflowing,
then reach out and give it away.

Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit.
Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

This is where many Lovers go wrong.
Having been so long without Love, they understand Love as a need.
They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by Love,
and they begin to look at Love,
as something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new Love is filled to overflowing,
but as their Love cools, they revert to seeing their Love as need.
They cease to be someone who generates Love,
and instead become someone who seeks Love.
They forget that the secret of Love is that, it is a gift,
and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart.
Love has its own time, its own seasons,
and its own reason for coming and going.
You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into saying.
You can only embrace it when it arrives,
and give it away when it comes to you.

But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover,
there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.
Love always has been and always will be a mystery.

Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.
Don’t deny Love just only you don’t want to be hurt…

Jogjakarta, Sept 27, 2006

Semalam secara ga sengaja waktu bersih2 tumpukan koleksi film, terluncur keluar
sebuah film yang cukup lama ga gw tonton.
Sudah jadi kebiasaan gw kalo ada film bagus pasti ditonton lebih dari 5 kali, hehe..
So.., buat para BD’s dan teman2 yang komen di blog ini nanti, jangan ter-mehek2
yaaa…, nangis darah..!! Soalnya jujur setiap kali gw nonton film ini pasti d nangis
bombay n bete banget kalo ada yang ganggu, even itu anak2 gw. Jadi pesen gw
ke mereka, "Maaf ya nak, main dulu sana yang jauuuuuhh.., mama lagi sibuk..!!"
Nah…ini nih sedikit cuplikan conversation antara Ian and Samantha, juga lagu
yang dinyanyiin Samantha untuk kekasihnya Ian di film " If Only ".

Begin at the restaurant after the concert..

Ian  :" I’m thinking about us and whether we’re gonna make it.
        I was wondering what to do and then I met this cab driver and we talked..
        He made me realized that even though you and I have problems, we share a lot too.
        We enjoy each other and I should appreciate that.
        "I Adore You.." I wanna soldier on, I really do. Okay..? "

Sam :" No. I don’t wanna soldier on. Ian, if I were to stay in London now, it would
        only be for you, for us. And I would do that in a heartbeat. If I thought that we
        were really special. I know you have the best intentions but I just think that
        I’m a very high second priority for you and that hurts..!
        And the worst part is, I’m starting to get used to it.."

Ian  :" I don’t understand.."

Sam:"I know.., it’s what kills me.."
       If there’d just been one day Ian.., One day, when nothing else mattered for us..

Ian  :"I adore you.."

Sam :"I don’t wanna be adored..! I wanna be loved.."

In the cabin up the hill, and it’s raining heavily outside

Ian  :"If for some reason you thought you didn’t have a lot of time left in life, if you
        only had one day left, what would you do..?"

Sam :"It’s an easy answer. A no-brainer. I’d spend it with you.., just being together.
        A closeness, an intense closeness. Really sharing things with each other.
       Silly things.., difficult things..
       That’s what I’ve always wanted for us and if we could have that, nothing could
       hurt us.."

In a family restaurant at the village where Ian grew up

Ian  :"I just wish I could helped him (Ian’s father). But to watch your father,
        your hero just dissolve right before your eyes…
       I hope he knew how much I loved him.."

Sam :"Wherever he is, I bet he knows how you feel..
        Death doesn’t put an end to love.."

The last scene before the accident (Ian’s death). Under the pouring rain, they had
their last conversation..

Ian  :"I want to tell you why I love you. I’ve loved you since I met you, but I wouldn’t
       allow myself to truly feel it until today. I was always thinking ahead, making
       decisions out of fear.
       Today, because of what I learned from you, every choices I made was different
       and my life has completely changed. And I’ve learned that if you do that,
       you’re living your life fully. It doesn’t matter if you have five minutes or fifty
       years. If not for today.., if not for you, I would never have known love at all.
       So thank you for being the person who taught me to love and to be loved.."

Sam :"I don’t know what to say.."

Ian  :"You don’t have to say anything.., I Love You.."

Samantha singing at her graduation concert

             Love Will Show You Everything

Today, today I bet my life..
You have no idea what I feel inside
Don’t be afraid to let it show
For you never know if you let it out

I love you.., You love me..
Take this gift and don’t ask why
Cause if you will let me
I’ll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why
I’m with you and why I’ll never leave
Love will show you everything..

One day when youth is just a memory
I know you’ll be standing right next to me

My love will show you everything..
Our love will show us everything..

At the restaurant, their last dinner when Ian give Samantha a charm bracelet.

Ian  :"Some of the charms are old and some are new.
        That’s a musical note, a violin. This one’s a flower, but there’s no sense in
        that at all except it was exquisite, like you.
        The train that we took today.. That’s the Eiffel Tower that you’ve always
        wanted to see. And that’s the frying pan. You’re the only person I know that
        can actually do the flipping thing..
       This one’s a heart.., my heart. It’s yours now..

Long after Ian’s gone, Samantha sing a song to remember him

             Take My Heart Back

It’ll be allright you said
Tomorrow don’t you cry
Don’t you shed a tear
When you wake up, I will still be here
When you wake up, we’ll battle all your fears
And how I’ll take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories

I can’t take it anymore
I’ve cried my eyes out
Ooh and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

Just a little more time was all we needed..
Just a little more time for me to see..
Ooh the light that life can give you
Ooh how it can set you free

So now I’ll take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
The way you loved me..
Vanished all the tears

14.09.2006/02:23

You’ll remember me
When the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we walk in fields of gold

So she took her love
For to gaze a while
Upon the fields of barley
In his arms she fell
As her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Will you stay with me..?
Will you be my love..?
Among the fields of barley
We’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky
As we lie in fields of gold

See the west wind moves like a lover so
Upon the fields of barley
Feel her body rise
When you kiss her mouth
Among the fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I’ve broken
But I swear in the days still left
We’ll walk in fields of gold
We’ll walk in fields of gold

Many years have passed
Since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
Among the fields of gold

You’ll remember me
When the west wind moves
Upon the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold

                                      Song By: Sting & The Police

Fragile

If blood will flow
When flesh and steel are one
Drying in the colour of the evening sun
Tomorrow’s rain will wash
The stains away
But something in our minds will always stay

On and on the rain will fall..
On and on the rain will fall..

Perhaps this final act was meant
To clinch a lifetime’s argument
That nothing comes from violence
And nothing ever could
For all those born beneath an angry star
Let’s not forget how fragile we are

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star
Like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are..
How fragile we are..

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star
Like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are..
How fragile we are..

                                 Song By: Sting & The Police

13.09.2006/00:22

If he loved you
Like I loved you
I would walk away in shame
I’d move town, I’d change my name

When he watches you
When he comes to buy your soul
On your hand his golden rings
Like he owns the bird that sings

When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings

The priest has said
My soul salvation is in the balance
Of the angels
And underneath the wheels of passion
I keep my faith in my fashion

When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings
oohh.. I’m still in love with you..

When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings
I’m gonna love you more than life
If you’ll only be my wife
I’m gonna love you night and day
I’m gonna try in every way
When we dance
Angels will run and hide their wings
I’m gonna find a place to live
Give you all I’ve got to give
I would love you more than life
If you’ll only be my wife

If I could break down these walls
And shout my name at heaven’s gate
I’d take these hands
And I’d destroy the dark machineries of fate
Cathedral’s are broken
Heaven’s no longer above
Hellfire’s a promise away
I’d still be saying
I’m still in love
Still in love..
Still in love..
Still in love..

He won’t love you
Like I love you
He won’t care for you this way
He’ll mistreat you with disdain

Come and live with me
We’ll have children of our own
I would love you more than life
If you’ll come and be my wife

When we dance..

I had a dream last night
Dreamt you were by my side
Walking with me baby
My heart was filled with pride
I had a dream last night..

                                      Song By: Sting & The Police

Someday.., somewhere.. hearing your voice again..
12.09.2006/23:19

When there’s a dark storm on your horizon
And you think you can’t get through it
Just put your hand in my hand
And I’ll show you how to do it

When the future looks uncertain
You can count on me to be there
And when your heart and soul are hurtin’
Just look and you’ll see me there

Just follow where I lead
I’ll give you what you need
A love that’s always true
And someone who believes in you

So when you’re searching for that rainbow
I will help you find it
And when a mountain stands before you
I will help you climb it

Just follow where I lead
I’ll give you what you need
A love that’s always true
And someone who believes in you

It’s time to come alive
Your moment has arrived
I’ll bring out the best in you
We can have it all
No, we will never fall
Looking down from our celestial view

Just follow where I lead
I’ll give you what you need
And I’ll tell you something else
You’ll start believing in yourself
It’s an easy thing to do
When you have someone who believes in you

Someone who believes
Someone who believes

I’m someone who believes
And you’ve got someone who believes in you

                                                 Song By: Air Supply

Jogjakarta, Sept 12, 2006/00:01

Hari ini minggu, 10 September 2006
Kesenduan kembali menghinggapi karena sebentar kau akan pulang
Pagi jam 09.00 kita cabut dari hotel menuju ke Yayasan Tenaga Kerja
Bincang2 tak lama disana, kemudian kita pamitan
Waktu semakin berlari, dan sebelum ketujuan berikut, kita mampir beli oleh2 lagi
Nggak lama kita ditempat ini ya May.., kamu mborong beberapa dus Bakpia & Gethuk
Karena paginya blom sempet makan dihotel, habis borong oleh2 kita jalan mau makan
Akhirnya diputuskan, yuuu…kita mbakso aja yaaa…., bakso yg kemaren kita lewat
  Bakso Bethesda yang baksonya hampir segede bola tenis..

Nah ini dia…, on the way ke bakso, si Maya nanya bisa ga ya kita beli sate ‘BRUTU’
buat dibungkus bawa pulang ke Jakarta….
Hadooohh….ngakak gw…. bwahahahaahahahaaa….
Perlu kalian ketahui, si Maya nan cantik n putih ini doyannya makan ‘BRUTU’ alias…….
  (isi ndiri dahh…, gw takut kena jitak nih…, ahahahahaa)
Duileeee…., tau ga guys, Maya pesen 30 tusuk sate ‘BRUTU’ di sate ayam Podomoro
30 Tusuk…!! sama aja dengan 30 ayam kan…?!
Sambil cekikikan kita tungguin mas nya mbakar sate sambil ngerumpi..
Ga lama, ada sebuah keluarga masuk pesan sate dan BRUTU juga…
Wahh..rupanya si ibu ini juga doyan BRUTU, tapiiii….
"Maaf bu.., BRUTU nya habiiiss…, tadi barusan ada yg mborong…"
"Wahhh… setusuk aja mas…, masa ga ada..??"
"Betul bu, BRUTU nya habiss…!!"
Sumpah.., gw ma Maya kemekelen berdua…, lha gimana ga abis..,
  waktu itu sudah menunjukkan pukul 10.30 hari minggu pula..,
  otomatis lebih rame dan kalo mereka, taroh kata sedia 50 BRUTU, berarti kan
  dalam sehari itu sudah nyembelih 50 ekor ayam, ahahaha..
Menurut pengalaman yg sudah2, warung sate ini dalam sehari memang bisa
  menghabiskan 30-40 ekor ayam/hari nya..
Dan hari ini, 30 biji BRUTU sudah diborong Maya untuk ikut terbang ke jakarta….

Duuhhh May.., tau ga.., dalam perjalanan ke warung sate itu, gw bisa lihat
  BRUTU menari-nari di matamu…..  hwahahahahaahahahaa……

Cepat2 kita makan bakso lalu balik kehotel. Ga lama disana,
  kita segera cabut ke Airport
Hari ini juga kita janjian ma Hari gethek untuk ketemuan bentar karena doi
  ada rute terbang lagi ke Jogja, dan gw sempet (tanpa malu2..) nitip beliin Sale Pisang
  sama Kripik Oncom yg terkenal buatan Bandung
Buseeett.., di Hall Keberangkatan, yang biasanya pengantar boleh masuk setelah
  terlebih dahulu beli tiket, kali ini tidak diperbolehkan dengan alasan sedang direnovasi
Lewat sms gw bilang ke Maya kalo ga boleh masup, n ga lama Maya keluar
  tapi ga bisa lama karena sebentar lagi boarding..
So.., kita hanya say goodbye, cipika-cipiki n hug bentar lalu doi masuk lagi ama Rere
Tinggal gw yang langsung ke Hall Kedatangan nyambut si Gethek yg mbawain pesenan gw

Akhir cerita (caileee…)
Gethek kemudian nyusul Maya lewat Hall Keberangkatan..
Enak aja doi melenggang masuk karena punya Bar IV dipundaknya (ggrrhhhhh…!  tak adil..!)
Dari dalam sekali lagi Maya telepon, say goodbye n Hari juga sdh ketemuan didalem
Bener niiih mpok, gw tungguin kabar si Rinaldi yg katanya mau ‘nraktir’ kita2..
  begitu ada undangan, gw pasti langsung terbang ke Jakarta..
Pengeeeen ketemuan dengan semua anggota BD’s kumplit..plit..pliiiittt..!!

Ga terasa ya May, 3 hari berlalu sudah..
Makan2 bareng di Cak Koting (wuiihhh…Maya ngamuk ngembat Iso, Babat, Burung Dara..)
Naik Dokar malam2 sama anak2 di Malioboro..
Ketemuan ma Hari gethek n ngagetin doi di Airport..
Ngerumpi sampe segitunya..
Malam2 muter2 UGM.., ahahaha…turis lokal belagak pake tour leader ya May..
Pokoknya semua berkesan say…., gw ga akan lupaa….

Thanks ya mpok.., laen kali datang lagi, ajak sekalian mpok Levie biar lebih hebohh…
Tahu Pojok Magelang n kota Solo.., are our next destinations….
  buat apalagi kalo ga cari makaaaaaann…..
Aahahahahahahaa….

Jogjakarta, 10 September 2006/15.55

Ketika kesibukan dan rutinitas
melingkupi keseharian
secuil berita menjadi sesuatu
yang langka dan mahal harganya

Dengan apakah sebuah ‘perhatian’
itu dapat kita berikan
terutama bagi orang-orang
yang saling menyayangi
Apakah tak ada manfaatnya lagi
saling mengirimkan berita
walaupun hanya seuntai kalimat..?
selarik baris kata..?

Alangkah disayangkan apabila
perhatian ini menjadi sesuatu yang
terasa amat dipaksakan
padahal apabila kita menyikapinya
kita melakukan ini dengan penuh kesuka citaan
dengan suatu kerelaan dan dengan penuh kerinduan

Jangan pernah semua menjadi
suatu paksaan dan kepura-puraan
jalani semua dengan rasa bahagia
dan apabila kebahagiaan itu tak lagi ada
maka lebih baik menjejak kaki
berlainan arah..

Karena masih banyak orang disekeliling kita
yang begitu membutuhkan perhatian

Jogjakarta, 10 September 2006/22.10
Sakit dan perihnya hati..

Cerita ‘persekongkolan’ ini (hadoohh bahasane..)dimulai dari sms Maya, bahwa ada sodaranya (tante) yg mau beranjangsana ke kota Jogja.

Maya : "Maak, loe tgl 8-10 ada acara apa? kalo ‘tante’ gw jadi ke Jog, loe mau dibawain
           apa?  GM..?

Gw    : "Blom ada rencana apa2 mpok, cuma Jumat n Sabtu sore gw ada rapat bentar
          di gereja. GM juga boleh karena tempohr BM ga jadi bawain, hiks..hiks..
          Somay ya mpok (wuihh mau dikasi aja nembung, dasar ga sopan, hahaha).
          Loe ndiri kapan mampir ke Jog mpok?  kan kita bisa ketemuan..

Maya : "Iya, somay ya? Gw beliin nanti kalo ada yang berangkat ke Jog. Gw? blom tau
          mak kapan bisa kesana. Pengen buanget..
          Yo wis, nyetir dulu.."

Nah disinilah rupanya sudah ada persekongkolan, hhmmppff………….

Tak lama disusul dgn telepon disore hari dari jeng Indah ‘Levie’, yang menanyakan lokasi
hotel yang strategis, dalam artian kemana-mana deket (di Jogja mahh kemana-mana deket mbakyu, kalo ngga pake maceeett..! ahahaha..).
Gw sempet bilang kalo mau bisa gw coba nanya ke travel agent supaya dapet voucher,
jadi bisa agak miring harganya.

Indah ‘Levie’  : "Piye jeng kabare..??  bla..bla..bla…,
                      mau nanya nih hotel yg deket2 Malioboro sama yg ga jauh kalo mau
                      kemana-mana, itu didaerah mana ya Len..?"

Gw                : "Gw baeek2 aja Ndah..ehh Lev..,
                      waahh…disini mahh kemana-mana deket, asal ga macet aja,
                      kalo daerah Malioboro ada thu hotel bla..bla..bla… (gw nyebutin
                      beberapa hotel yg memang deket2 sana, termasuk satu hotel daerah
                      Sudirman yang suka ada ‘penampakan gaib’ disana). Kalo mau gw
                      hubungin ke travel agent langganan gw ntar bisa dapet voucher,
                      jadi agak lumayanlah harganya.."

Indah ‘Levie’  : "Ok dehh Maak.., nti gw kabarin lagi yaa..,
                      take care yaa..bla..bla..bla…"

Gw                : "Ok Lev.., U take care juga yaa.., bla..bla..bla…"

Berakhir telepon sampe disore itu. Gw tunggu2 kok ga ada kelanjutannya n ga ada kabar
selanjutnya. Gw pikir, ahh… mungkin ga jadi nih sodaranya Maya dateng, tapi kok di sms
si mpok diatas, dia setel yakin kalo tanggal 8 sodaranya ada yg mau ke Jogja, malah nanya2
ke gw mau nitip apa dari Jakarta. Dengan penuh semangat 45, gw bilang nitip somay GM (entah kenapa gw doyan banget ama ni somay yaa..). Berhubung tempohari BM ga bisa bawain padahal doi udah janji (maap ya say.., kusinggung namamu disini, hehehe..), jadi gw udah seperti orang ngidam berat nihh atau sakaw istilahnya, ciiieee…
3 hari sebelom ‘tante’nya Maya dateng, Levie sms gw

Levie : "Len, kamu tau Boyong Kalegan n Morolejar?  (05.06.2006/21:55:32)

Gw     : "Waahh..itu daerah deket mbah Maridjan sono, deket kearah Kaliurang,
           kalo mau ke tempat si mbah deket tuh, tapi gw kurang tahu, udah lama ga naik,
           Kaliurang udah dibuka lagi belom, keliatannya sih udah, wong Merapi udah ga
           ‘marah’.."

Lagi-lagi sms ini ga ada kelanjutannya n gw juga ga nanya lagi waktu itu..

Tanggal 07 September 2006

Iseng, gw sms ke mpok Maya..

Gw     : "Mpok, besok ‘tante’ loe jadi dateng ga..?"

Maya  : "Jadi mak, tapi tolong ya, berhubung besok berangkat pagi, GM buat loe
           gw beli hr ini, so besok hrs loe samperin ke ‘tante’ gw dihotel. Kalo dr Jkt
           jam 10 nyampe ke hotel jam brapa?"

Gw     : "Jadi besok kan datengnya? paling ga ya jam 12 an nyampe ke hotel. Udah
           ada yg jemput? mobil dari hotel barangkali? kalo ga ada, I could pick them
           up mpok.. after dropping Derwin"

Maya  : "GA 204, jam 10 dr Jkt. Kalo mo jemput ya makasi banget, tapi kalo emang
           ga bisa, ketemu dihotel juga gpp. ‘Tante’ku kukasih no hp mu, biar sms kamu
           pas landing, jadi tau ketemu di airport atau dihotel"

Gw     : "Ok d mpok, gw liat besok yaa, U take care ya mpok.."

Agak sorean dikit, nyambung lg karna td sms keputus dgn berbagai kesibukan gw.

Gw     : "Yoi mpok, balasanku siang tadi ga masuk ya, ketularan punya Levie neh hp
           gw kena virus gethek si Hari, sms kadang kekirim kadang kagak. Besok aku
           aktipin yg HALO aja ya mpok. Take care weitje..miss you"

Maya  : "Masuk kok balasanmu, tapi aku emang kirim ke 2 no, jadi tau yg mana
           yg pending.
           Ok, bsk yg HALO. Biar kamu di sms jam 11 ma ‘tante’ku. Take care n love you.."

Tanggal 08 September 2006

Habis jemput n anter Derwin dari sekolah ke rumah papanya, gw langsung buru2 cabut ke
airport, maklum waktu udah jam 10.30 n jalanan siang ini entah kenapa rada macet,
blom lagi solar gw rada mepet, jadi harus mampir isi solar dulu.
Dalam perjalanan gw sms mpok Maya..

Gw   : "Mpok, gw dlm perjalanan ke airport. Gw bawa kijang cukup kan? berapa
         orang yg dateng?  how I recognize ur aunty..?

5 menit gw tunggu, no AS si mpok pending, pikir gw, ahhh brengsek nihh AS, lg butuh
malah ngadat. So, gw sms ke no si mpok yg satunya 0811 1xxxx. Buseeett… no ini
juga pending..!! (masuk bab ini gw mulai curiga, hape si mpok apa rusak dua2nya..?,
ga mungkin bangeeett, gw yakin itu..!, tapinya kok pending yaa…? gw pikir, kalo di mall 
kadang emang out of coverage. Tapi gw pikir ga mungkinlah doi ke mall jam segini, wong
ini kan Jumat, biasanya dia jemput si Rere n hape pasti aktip)
Eeehh…., ga lama, kling..kling.. hampir deket ke bandara, sms gw dua2 nya masuk (tambah
curiga gw, tp msh ga ngeh.., seperti Dino kalo lg kesambet, pikiran gw kok so coincidence yaa..).
Dan ga nyampe semenit sms dr mpok Maya masup, njawab sms gw yg ke pending td.

Maya : Lo berdiri dimana, ntar disamperin. Gw kasih tau tante gw. (10:50:30 WIB)

Gw rada bingung, sms 2 kali ke nomer beda, pertanyaan gw panjang, ini jawaban kok
cekak amat. Pertanyaan gw ga dijawab lagi, gimana gw ngenalin ‘tante’nya, model pegimana
tu ‘tante’ kan gw ga donk blass.., kalo salah ngenalin orang kan ga lucu..
Tapi gw tetep bales sms si mpok, sambil rada ngebut nehh…

Gw : "Iyaa.., ntar yaa kalo gw udah berdiri.., ini masih dijalan, ahaha.."
(10:52:20 WIB)

Tiba2 ada telpon masuk, no nya asing lagi.., wahh gw telat nihh jemput, pasti ‘tante’nya
udah landing, waktu memang tepat jam 10.59 WIB.

Suara ‘tante’nya Maya : "Haloo.. Lena yaa, saya tantenya Maya.., Lena sampe mana..?
                                    ini kita udah mendarat.."

Gw (dgn lugunya..)     : "Iyaaa ‘tante’.., ini bentaaaarr lagi nyampe, tinggal belok
                                   (wong pas di tikungan beneran mau belok masuk area bandara).
                                   Tunggu bentar saya nyampe ya ‘tanteee’…

Wahh.. ditilik dari suaranya.., nih ‘tante’ masih mudaaaa banget. Wong suaranya rada2
centil kayak bola bekel gitu.., ahahahaha… (jangan tersungging ya Ungi..)
Begitu masuk bandara, bujubuneee…, bener dugaan gw, parkir full abezz.., gw dapet yg
diluar, mana udah telat lagi. Apa boleh buat, gw cepet2 parkir daripada keduluan n sambil
setengah lari cepet2 menuju ke hall kedatangan. Nahh.. sambil ngos2an,
gw telpon ‘tante’nya Maya.

Gw                    : "’Tante’ udah keluar atau masih didalam, saya sdh nunggu diluar
                           nihh..,  saya pake baju putih yaa.."

‘Tante’nya Maya : "Iya Lena, ini saya sdh mau keluar, Lena nunggu dimana..?
                           dideket Information aja yaa, biar gampang"

Gw                    : "Ok ‘tante’ saya tunggu.."

And what happened next, yg keluar adalah…MAYA..!!   Jedul dr balik kerumunan orang..
Pertama gw ga ngenalin sih karena doi pake kacamata yg hampir nutup separo muka,
‘tante’nya kok persis Maya…, gw liat lg lebih seksama… ternyata… yaaa ampyyuuuunn….
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA…………SERUUUUU…….!!
Awaasss yaaa, gw dikerjain beneran nih ama mpok Maya & Indah ‘Levie’……
lucuuuuuu banget…..
Ternyata Maya bawa rombongan nyokap n bokapnya, adik laki n Ungi (istri) dan
2 anaknya.
Sementara si mpok dateng dengan mas Agungnya, Darryl, Chacha n Rere.
Setelah nyampe di hotel, br dikasih tau kalo tadi si Edong ‘Edi’ alias Exjudo
(Ex Juragan Dodol dr Pati) alias New Pati Kids on the Blog, Man of the month ada jg disana.
Tapi tadi gw ga tau, pertama karena gw rada telat n kedua gw juga ga ngeh mukanya yg
pegimana ‘tampan’nya, hahahhaa.. terbukti segitu tampannya sampe mpok berdua ini begitu ‘demen’ ma Edong…, whuahahahaha….

Dilanjut besok ya guys…, cerita gw yang ama mpok Maya mau ngerjain Hari gethek yg
kebetulan doi hari sabtu terbang ke Jogja. Kita liat nanti gimana reaksi dia…, n gw juga
pengen ngeliat tampangnya ‘Man of the month’ nihh….
bwahahahahahahahahahaaa…..

Jogjakarta, 09 September 2006/19.36

Hitamku menutup selaksa kebijakan
  sedangkan remahan nurani bagai tersembunyi
Malamku bagai tak terbendung
  bagai rembulan anggun bertahta

Gelegarmu tak lagi menghanguskan
membelah tapi tak meruntuhkan
bagai besi yang telah tertempa
terwujud raga terbelenggu keinginan jiwa

Dapatkah layar jauh terkembang
   jikalau angin tak berhembus..?
Apalah guna sungai tuk menampung
   jikalau air tak mengalir..?
Apalah danau yang terdalam
   bilakah kau tak menyelam..?

Cinta ada dalam pusaran hati..
  tak berujung,
  hingga habis masamu berkunjung..

08.09.2006/04.35